Note to Self

Note to Self:

If  I'm going to talk about the scary things and feel the sadness, that's all good.  But not everybody is going to feel the same way I do or want to deal with granma's cancer the way I do.  So then what? If I want to talk and they don't.......what then?......Is it going to make me crazy that they don't want to talk or feel? Yep, it's going to make me crazy.  So if I know this going in.......what can I do to help myself?  That's a good question, doncha think?  Yes indeedy I think that is a respectable question.    When people don't act, say, or think they way I think they should.......then what?    Then sista......GROW UP!     OOOOOOOOOUCH, that was harsh.  No...that was the voice of a distant counselor. 
It's not about me is it?  Now there's a thought!  A life lesson I'm trying to grab hold of and hang onto.  It's a bit elusive though.  Hard to hold onto.  Sort of like that greased up pig I read about as a kid.  Non-the-less a good thing to remember.